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Current Music:Peter, Paul and Mary- where have all the flowers gone
Subject:my other journal
Time:05:45 pm
Current Mood:frustratedfrustrated
Alright people. No one leaves me comments or reads my other journal. The name is Lilabellgoddess. Please add me to your friends so you can know what is going on in my life. Also, Please leave me comments on that one!!!
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Current Music:Girls just want to have fun- Cyndi Lauper
Subject:the 20 song thing
Time:07:15 am
Current Mood:okayokay
So I did that 20 song thing. I'm going to try to make it easy for people since I have the weirdest taste in music EVER. Leave me some love telling me which ones you know.

1."27 8x10 color glossy photos with circles and arrows and a paragraph on the back of each one..."
2."No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away..."
3."We got the beat..."
4."Cupid works for the devil, be suspicious if he cries.."
5."You said that I was naive, and I thought I was strong..."
6."Darling, Je vous Aime beacoup..."
7."Sometimes in our life we all have pain we all have sorrow..."
8."Love, I get lost sometimes..."
9."Love is just a game, I was made for loving you baby you were made for loving me..."
10."your hand brushes mine, and a thousand sensations seduce me cause I..."
11."Ladies leave your man at home, the club is full of bawlers and their pockets are full of chrome..."
12."Tin soliders and Nixon's common, we're finally on our own..."
13."Can this be true, tell me can this be real..."
14."When you're the best of friends, having so much fun together..."
15."Cartweels turn to car wheels through the town..."
16."Never look back we said..."
17."Close your eyes and I'll kiss you, tomorrow I'll miss you, remember I'll always be true..."
18."Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be ther with open arms and open eyes..."
19."He was a punk, she did ballet, what more can I say..."
20."Someday, when I'm awfully low..."

Sorry if it's really hard. I'm going to post it in my other journal too so more people can try this. Give it your best shot and leave me some love with the numbers you got.
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Current Music:watching a chick flick
Subject:new journal
Time:08:03 pm
Current Mood:disappointeddisappointed
this journal needed to be changed. Paul is no longer in my life since yesterday he decided to dump me. my new journal is lilabellgoddess. I think it may be friends only.I'll make that decision later.

Leave me some love.
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Current Music:Frank Sinatra
Subject:almost done
Time:04:27 pm
Current Mood:flirtyflirty
So close to being done with high school. I just want to finish this and get it over with. The personal life is less of a mess than before, although there still is a long way to go with Paul before we are back to normal.

Prom is in a week. I am ready to be done with that stress too. It will be fun and I am excited. My date is an awesome guy. I just want to be done with all of the high school stuff.

Ok done for now. Leave me a message please!!!
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Current Music:just Full House on TV
Subject:yay for quizzes
Time:03:20 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.

What kind of kiss are you?
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/G/ghettokitty/1047298340_squizchild.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x885c73c)"><br>You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and<br>innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only<br>love in your sweet kisses.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/coolcatcatherine/1059512927_deringeyes.jpg" border="0" alt="Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." "><br>Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and<br>your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and<br>as many say "Your head is in the<br>clouds."
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/theandrea/1034278675_ctionhands.jpg" border="0" alt="holding hands"><br>hand holding - you like to be in constant physical<br>contact with your special someone but you don't<br>want to take things too quickly.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/V/vinacross/1041995613_ensitiveGF.gif" border="0" alt="You're Sensitive and you'd like to stay that way.."><br>-Sensitive- You're Sensitive, and you'd like to<br>stay that way. Sorry,listened to a bit too much<br>Jewel there. You're sweet and very emotionally<br>charged. You definitely love the person you're<br>with, and always want to know how they're<br>feeling so you can make sure they're happy.
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<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/W/WhiteWhispers/1075604655_unity88888.jpg" border="0" alt="DesireUnity"><br>Unity. You Truly Desire Unity. You wish that the<br>world was together as one, and world peace was<br>among us. You enjoy sitting in natures peaceful<br>spots to get away from war and hate.
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Today was cool. Tonight and tomorrow are the concerts!!!Please come to see me!!
P.S. Leave me some love!!
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Current Music:Motown 45 - It's on TV
Time:09:20 pm
Current Mood:sicksick
yeah I know it's been a while again. I don't feel good today but stress is slowly dissolving. Seniors only have 12 school days left counting senior skip day as a day with our last official day as June 3rd.

The fact that something I have counted on for structure is ending is just beginning to set in. I don't know if I will miss high school per say, but the people I have become friends with I fear I will lose touch with. Over high school I've only made a couple really good connections with people, and one is with the guy I want to spend forever with. I hope things can work for him and I. I also got a chance to be a kid. Prior to high school it had always been hospitals and surgeries and fear about my sister. For the first time in a long time I could just be a normal kid. It was amazing. Thank you to all who have made high school an experience for me.

I know I've made my share of mistakes but I think I am beginning to truly learn from them. I stopped something before breaking someone's heart, learned what my heart wants, and that I have a long way to go before I will be the person I want to be.

On a completely different note, I have a brand new computer and printer and flat screen monitor. Yay for parents!!! They have bought me soo much for graduation. I know I will miss my family when I leave in a few months.

ALright well that's enough for now. I need to go get some sleep so hopefully I will feel better tomorrow. Leave me some love please!!!
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Current Music:The bass guitar being played near by
Time:04:51 pm
Current Mood:rejuvenatedrejuvenated
holla to all!!!

17 days left for seniors not counting finals! I'm so ready to be done!!! I think I am finally starting to feel sad about leaving high school. I mean I have been harassed by the same kids for 3 years and now I have to go find new people to hang with and make fun of me. So in the mood for something crazy right now. I think I may even be ready to ride a roller coaster. anyone up for a Canobie Lake Park trip after graduation?? I have stories again to tell the world. I also have songs to sing. I think it is time for some lyrics. Here you go:

You hate men is what you say
and I understand how you feel that way
All girls dream of a fairy tale
But what you've got's like a used car sales man
Trying to conceal what's wrong behind a smile and a song
And I'm not saying that boys are not like that
But I think you should know
That some of us will grow
Because. . .
All princes start as frogs, and all gentlemen as dogs
Just wait till its plain to see
What we're growing up to be
cause some frogs will still be frogs
Some dogs will still be dogs
but some boys can become men
Just don't kiss us til then.

Such a good song. I so want my cd Kelly!!!!

Leave some love my homies.
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Current Music:Frank Sinatra
Time:10:58 am
Current Mood:blahblah
Well vaca is almost over. For the most part it has been good. I mended some old friendships, made some new friends, and even managed to work on my paper. I probably won't sleep tonight because I will pull an all nighter to finish up my paper. Only 4 pages to go. I should have done that last night but my heart had other things to deal with. I hate hurting people in any way. I'm sorry that I had to hurt you. I feel horrendous now and I will for a while. Thank you for making me believe in people again.

Anywho, I have a surprise date with Paul today. I'll write about it after because I want it to be a true surprise. Hopefully Paul and I are happy today. We haven't seen each other much lately and I miss seeing him.

Well I'm out for now. I'm going to find some lyrics right now to describe how I feel Here you go:

There are many many crazy things
That will keep me loving you
And with your permission
May I list a few

The way your smile just beams
The way you sing off key
The way you haunt my dreams
No, no, they can't take that away from me

We may never never meet again, on the bumpy road to love
But I'll always, always keep the memory of

The way you hold your knife
The way we danced till three
The way you've changed my life
No they can't take that away from me

Alright I'm done. I'm not explaining to people who don't know what's going on. Leave me some love please!!
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Current Music:Listening to my Frankie baby
Subject:Wow it's been a while
Time:01:20 pm
Current Mood:happyhappy
Oops it's been a while since I last updated.I don't really want this to be a long update because I am very tired and sore.

For the last 4 days I have been in Annapolis Maryland with the music department. the trip was everything I could have hoped for and more. I want to send out special thanks to my sophomore friends who made my trip stupendous and to my crazy roomies. I have some great memories and hopefully people will send me some pictures to post when I go away to school so I can remember this trip. If you want to hang out with me over break, feel free to IM me or leave a comment here. I would love to chill with you guys.

Alright that's all there is for now. I will leave you with the beginnings of a list of some of the good times of the trip which shall be added to as I go along.

1.The green bus
2."Billie Jean"
3.Kim's Crane noise
4.Medieval Times
5.Six Flags(This will have a whole separate list later)
7.Competing and actually beating Chorale- Yay for double C
8.Winning almost everything in the festival
9.Peanut Butter M&M's
11.Tim and his movies
12. Andrew's "Bling"

Feel free to leave me a comment and add your own. I'm off to unpack!!
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Time:11:30 am
Current Mood:bouncybouncy
oh my lord. Yay for the library!!! ugh for research paper. I hope every is going to have a stupendous weekend. I am having a weekend long date with my research paper and my statistics project. Stupid schoolwork. I'm so bored. I'm supposed to be working on my psych project on body language but I don't want to. It's the last thing on a long list of things that I need to do before I can be a true slacker.

Well time for me to pretend to work. Time for me to join the band wagon here. Ask me anything you want, 3 questions. Just post me a comment and if I can I will answer it here.
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